A time when I am not dreaming,
This time I am wild awake.
And so are my worries,
My sorrows and my fears.
It is a time when I am not high,
This time I am reminded of how cruel the low could be.
And I start to feel again,
I watch my emotions explode,
Spreading goosebumps all over my body,
Till I am numb to my limbs.
A time I want to cry,
This time I remember I am never going to be good enough for anyone.
And mostly, for those expecting perfection from me.
The same people I love and cherish the most.
My lucid time,
It is supposed to be my happiest time,
A time of clarity and calmness,
But these are times I wish would never come.
So I fall back to my pills
My only escape from this sad world.
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